Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Up But Down

these days passed on with more down without up ,,, tears full my eyes up ,, sadness tears my heart up ,, i shut my doors up ,,, i pray for and rise my hands for God up ,, i cant forget who was churr me up ,, i cant forget who left me down nor up ,, i cant shut my windows up either i cant rise my curtains up ,, beautiful memorial full my darkness up, i lost in deep sadness i cant rise up ,, my tears roled on my checks i cant break my burden up ,, my life turn down side up ,, my dreams run away before my eyes i cant catch it up ,,‏ ‏everything is going with me is about down nor up

I Have Right to Dream . .

As a butterfly flys then flys for a long time to drope its own pair of wings on a beautiful flower to steal a rest ,,, i was flying and flying in my own kingdom , i've sit under an old tree's shadow to give to my space a rest... A pair of birds fall down on an oasis to full thier thirest. I droped my back side by side with that kind tree to have a rest as i droped all my dreams in hopes ocean to come ture within mintues, i lost at an ocean of vesions,, i saw every thing nice,, angels fly at every place,, every spot was full of spirit, beauty of nature, blue and pure sky gave to my soul a sprit to go with spell world, i saw angels comming toward me with a magic quitar and started playing a holy music with a pleasure, i was lonely there, no earthy creatures there, silent was only what i Could not break, i heared air movment move on ,here all that gave me a dizzy, i needed you to be by side, my tears roled on my checks, i missed you to be with me as past ,i was so tired to think why you are so far as a star at dark sky, I fall a sleep for some time,, i lost for some time,oh yeah i've lost, It was an amazing night, we were side by side, you have hugged me so tight, we danced and danced under moon light, you've told me what i ever want to hear, my heart was dancing in my ribe, i was flying for a while and dancing for a while, i forget my burden for a while, we were toghter for some time, that time i was as butterfly ,, you've caught my heart between your hands ,,yeah that is my love,, sorry i woke up, why i woke up ? i couldnt see you here,, sorry all that was a dream, our meet was just a dream,,how much i did hope that dream never ever have an end ! Yeah i did

I Have Right to Dream . .

As a butterfly flys then flys for a long time to drope its own pair of wings on a beautiful flower to steal a rest ,,, i was flying and flying in my own kingdom , i've sit under an old tree's shadow to give to my space a rest... A pair of birds fall down on an oasis to full thier thirest. I droped my back side by side with that kind tree to have a rest as i droped all my dreams in hopes ocean to come ture within mintues, i lost at an ocean of vesions,, i saw every thing nice,, angels fly at every place,, every spot was full of sprit, beauty of nature, blue and pure sky gave to my soul a sprit to go with spell world, i saw angels comming toward me with a magic quitar and started playing a holy music with a pleasure, i was lonely there, no earthy creatures there, silent was only what i Could not break, i heared air movment move on ,here all that give me a dizzy, i needed you to be by side, my tears roled on my checks, i missed you to be with me as past ,i was so tired to think why you are so far as a star at dark sky, I fall a sleep for some time,, i lost for some time,oh yeah i've lost, It was an amazing night, we were side by side, you have hugged me so tight, we danced and danced under moon light, you've told me what i ever want to hear, my heart was dancing in my ribe, i was flying for a while and dancing for a while, i forget my burden for a while, we were toghter for some time, that time i was as butterfly ,, you've caught my heart between you hands ,,yeah that is my love,, sorry i woke up, why i worke up ? i couldnt see you here,, sorry all that was a dream, our meet was just a dream,,how much i did hope that dream never ever have an end ! Yeah i do

Phases Of Love

When i was a child, i drawn an angel's wish in my small mind, to dresse with a white wedding dress and walk by ,, but i was just a child dose not understand why like to dress in white ... I was a child an my heart was pure as white and nothing was in my mind just to dress in white ,, day by day my wish fade by .. i found my own self grow up and playing with my dolls was not feeding my new mind,,, im seven years now and walking to school became my another world,, i passed year by year and blessed my parents,, with every year passed by i was grow up and also my mind ,, when i became 12, child inside me started to mild ,, now im not child but i wished to buy pets, dolls and play with kids and miss to be a child ... When i became eighteen my chidhood wish started grow in my heart not only in mind ,, and dress with white didnt mean to me same as when i was a child ,,, i drawn your visage in my heart not only my mind , i searched for you around and at my books' lines useless i could find,,, now im tweenty_one but love didnt visit my world ,, i fed up but who came ? Oh my God my heart is beating in my ribe so wild,, is it love? Or just a thristy dream visit my heart, my soul and my mind,, is it you who was drawn in my small mind ? Is it you who grow up with me all these years since i was a child.. Is you who created by My God to be my soul mate , my love , my everything in my small world ? First time my eyes met yours i believed that you would be walk by .we pass by. my dream come true when with I love you ,,, Oh i love also to dress in white