I'm Waiting. For You ..

A pair Of Bird sat on my room window ...
A sunny day after long cloudy winter ..
Spring Came with a new romantic weather !,, wet grass ,, green bushes,,colorful flowers and blue pure water oasis ,,
what a wonderful nature is!.
Its wedding party of earth and sky ,,all creature in water,on earth and also at sky celebrates and hangging around with joy,,
angels sounds of dancing, singing and preparing for wed Mass i can hear clearly..
Earth is on its wonderful phase getting ready for long waited day...
Just I woke Up , its march, my everlasting love day... You isnt here this march again? ..
I will wait you next march..

Love is an Ocean of Tears Without You ...

Love is Nothing if its isnt for you ..
Love is an Ocean of Tears Without You ...
I know I cant Be Yours here on earth . . .
But I Believe in Love of Souls and I know Sky has made a beautiful place for US there . . .
I Believe in love as I believe its found in my heart just for you . . .
If I'll be for someone else on earth, I know I cant feel in love with as way I love you . . .
I know I cant touch your face anymore...
But My soul stays there Company you . . .
I love you . . .
Love is a Sad Love Story Without You ...
One of heros must say sad goodbye ..
You is hero of mine and my love is so true mention in...
not all story have happy ends..
happy end missed there ...
One of heros must stay and other must missing other everyday ...
I miss you that way ...
I always pray for ...
Keep touch my heart ...
Keep hurting me ...
I like your pains . ..
I love you again again ..

My love is an Ocean of words

My love is an Ocean of words ... No papers can be enough for ...
No letters can be enough for compelete words ...
my love is an One more saddest tune and One more Tear in love lake ...
I long to go there ...
I need to reach you ...
I need to stay with you there ...
To be with you forever ...
To touch your soul one time more ..
To tell you how much i love and care ..
I know my love is imposible to walk out on earth anymore,
I know also i cant stop feel this way about you ....
loving you touched my soul deep ...
I cant ignore my soul ...
in all my life details i search you ...
My hands almost touchs yours ones ...
My heart crys inside my ribe ..
I cant ignore My hearts movemments that way ...
Its not enough to say ...
I love you ...
I cant hide a big love captures me ...
I love you ...
I cant ignore the big love which move my small heart ...
I listen a party in sky,
something inside me foretell,
tomorrow my soul will set free and soldiers of love will be waiting for me ...
I'll love you again there, I'ill be for you there ...
I love You ...

Must I Signature On My Death Certifites ...

Hmmmm, i felt a lost , how came i must leave my home Iraq within tow weeks, oh God i dont wanna leave my sky , my stars , my heart , my soul , my love ,my poeple , my land which hold not only my physicaly as a body but everything is me and mine , God make that day never ever come , God make my last day eariler than leaving Iraq day comes, i lost almost my five senses, i didnt feel hunger or thirsty, i was sitting around table on meals time just because my parents asked for, i was eating without any feeling or a disire .. I didnt believe that within few days i wont breath Iraq air , wont see Iraq sun light. Ah almost i was dead , what a bitter life, i cant believe it, tomorrow i will say GOODBYE MY HOME, GOODBYE MY LIFE, GOODBYE IRAQ, isnt it ?AHHHH i was distroyed... Its morning now, Sarah ,Sarah wake up, come have your breakfast and be ready on 1 pm a texi would be here to take us . . My God am i on a nightmare or a wake ? Ahhhh unfortunaly am a wake.. I strated sms_ing and phoning my friends for say Goodbye, God n0w its 1 pm .. Texi didnt come on time, hehe i wish wont come. hmmm, my house was full of relatives, friends and neihbours ,most were sad ,crying and wish a good luck for us ,its bitter momments, while i was still shocked.. 15 mins. later the TEXI was at my home step,, i disapeared inside the CAR WHICH WILL DRIVE ME DEATH,, it was very long way, i experinced one thousands mixture of feelings, very hard years of momments, i felt very cold even it was actually hot weather, a mid of summer season, i was gazing through the car window , eating every sight of iraq by my eyes while my tears were sheding from the heart bottom , i was breathing deeply as a fish is going out of see, i dont know what happend sudenly i felt very hungry ,i felt as if i didnt eat for a century , i had 5 or 6 sandwitch of chicken ,i was very thristy too i drank 5 bottels of paspi before i reached iraqi borders, i got out of car at iraq check point, my papers and everything were officaly and okay, get into your car, now you can go ahead . 15 mins later i was out iraq with my family ........

I Want To Live My Childhood again

At Iraq We Born men and women . . I born a woman ,, I didnt live my childhood as every child in my land , I didnt get a doll , i wished ever to hug it and sleep .. I woke up on sounds of bombs , kill and losses. My father hardly i found him when i need to be in my side, he was a vistor attending home at off from his militarly duty , he was a soldier holding in his hand a gun and in his heart a killing love for land and for us . . While my mother wasnt only mother but father also .. On 1990, year of war, fear, tears, sucrifice and hard momments,, it was a cloudy morning, i had my breakfast and got ready to walk out to my school, i was 7years old as it was my 1st days at school, my mama sent me with my next door girls.. Before we reached school a clashes occured and guns bullets speared at everywhere around us,, that momment i blust into cry as well as did my friends, we run away in our way back home, view of blood, sounds of bullets , sounds of our screams and crying were surrendering me, i felt as im not a child anymore, i didnt stop crying but something inside me woke up , made me know whats war , whats fear and how much life is tough and hard , i closed my eyes and my ears for everything i run to my home , yeah, i reached home, my mama was waiting me and scare was on her eyes , she hugged me and we inter together to our home, i left my home a child and return it a woman ! . . .

Up But Down

these days passed on with more down without up ,,, tears full my eyes up ,, sadness tears my heart up ,, i shut my doors up ,,, i pray for and rise my hands for God up ,, i cant forget who was churr me up ,, i cant forget who left me down nor up ,, i cant shut my windows up either i cant rise my curtains up ,, beautiful memorial full my darkness up, i lost in deep sadness i cant rise up ,, my tears roled on my checks i cant break my burden up ,, my life turn down side up ,, my dreams run away before my eyes i cant catch it up ,,‏ ‏everything is going with me is about down nor up

I Have Right to Dream . .

As a butterfly flys then flys for a long time to drope its own pair of wings on a beautiful flower to steal a rest ,,, i was flying and flying in my own kingdom , i've sit under an old tree's shadow to give to my space a rest... A pair of birds fall down on an oasis to full thier thirest. I droped my back side by side with that kind tree to have a rest as i droped all my dreams in hopes ocean to come ture within mintues, i lost at an ocean of vesions,, i saw every thing nice,, angels fly at every place,, every spot was full of spirit, beauty of nature, blue and pure sky gave to my soul a sprit to go with spell world, i saw angels comming toward me with a magic quitar and started playing a holy music with a pleasure, i was lonely there, no earthy creatures there, silent was only what i Could not break, i heared air movment move on ,here all that gave me a dizzy, i needed you to be by side, my tears roled on my checks, i missed you to be with me as past ,i was so tired to think why you are so far as a star at dark sky, I fall a sleep for some time,, i lost for some time,oh yeah i've lost, It was an amazing night, we were side by side, you have hugged me so tight, we danced and danced under moon light, you've told me what i ever want to hear, my heart was dancing in my ribe, i was flying for a while and dancing for a while, i forget my burden for a while, we were toghter for some time, that time i was as butterfly ,, you've caught my heart between your hands ,,yeah that is my love,, sorry i woke up, why i woke up ? i couldnt see you here,, sorry all that was a dream, our meet was just a dream,,how much i did hope that dream never ever have an end ! Yeah i did

I Have Right to Dream . .

As a butterfly flys then flys for a long time to drope its own pair of wings on a beautiful flower to steal a rest ,,, i was flying and flying in my own kingdom , i've sit under an old tree's shadow to give to my space a rest... A pair of birds fall down on an oasis to full thier thirest. I droped my back side by side with that kind tree to have a rest as i droped all my dreams in hopes ocean to come ture within mintues, i lost at an ocean of vesions,, i saw every thing nice,, angels fly at every place,, every spot was full of sprit, beauty of nature, blue and pure sky gave to my soul a sprit to go with spell world, i saw angels comming toward me with a magic quitar and started playing a holy music with a pleasure, i was lonely there, no earthy creatures there, silent was only what i Could not break, i heared air movment move on ,here all that give me a dizzy, i needed you to be by side, my tears roled on my checks, i missed you to be with me as past ,i was so tired to think why you are so far as a star at dark sky, I fall a sleep for some time,, i lost for some time,oh yeah i've lost, It was an amazing night, we were side by side, you have hugged me so tight, we danced and danced under moon light, you've told me what i ever want to hear, my heart was dancing in my ribe, i was flying for a while and dancing for a while, i forget my burden for a while, we were toghter for some time, that time i was as butterfly ,, you've caught my heart between you hands ,,yeah that is my love,, sorry i woke up, why i worke up ? i couldnt see you here,, sorry all that was a dream, our meet was just a dream,,how much i did hope that dream never ever have an end ! Yeah i do

Phases Of Love

When i was a child, i drawn an angel's wish in my small mind, to dresse with a white wedding dress and walk by ,, but i was just a child dose not understand why like to dress in white ... I was a child an my heart was pure as white and nothing was in my mind just to dress in white ,, day by day my wish fade by .. i found my own self grow up and playing with my dolls was not feeding my new mind,,, im seven years now and walking to school became my another world,, i passed year by year and blessed my parents,, with every year passed by i was grow up and also my mind ,, when i became 12, child inside me started to mild ,, now im not child but i wished to buy pets, dolls and play with kids and miss to be a child ... When i became eighteen my chidhood wish started grow in my heart not only in mind ,, and dress with white didnt mean to me same as when i was a child ,,, i drawn your visage in my heart not only my mind , i searched for you around and at my books' lines useless i could find,,, now im tweenty_one but love didnt visit my world ,, i fed up but who came ? Oh my God my heart is beating in my ribe so wild,, is it love? Or just a thristy dream visit my heart, my soul and my mind,, is it you who was drawn in my small mind ? Is it you who grow up with me all these years since i was a child.. Is you who created by My God to be my soul mate , my love , my everything in my small world ? First time my eyes met yours i believed that you would be walk by .we pass by. my dream come true when with I love you ,,, Oh i love also to dress in white

IM HAPPY WITHOUT YOU ,, IM GOOD ,, with you and withouT YOU ,, IM GOoD ,,

Our meeting was as a blank in my past ,, you took one year from my TIME ! Oh yeah i found a big baby in your eyes ,, i found in you what i always loved to have ,, you was about to figure out what in my side ,, you have figured out inside me that everlasting baby who try to come out ,, we were perfect to bring our love to this earthy life ,, our dream was to test true love from its widest angles ,, No doubt at Once I believed blindly that you would not be mine and our love would be a baby step toward change love spaces hopelessly ,, i believed that our love will kill us without leaving any mercy on our heartheats .. Oh Yeah You was mine all the time ,, you was guarding me all my time ,, i was for you your everything ,, i was for you what droped you back to life ,, i was for you the ONE you ever dream to meet ,, even all that I was knowing that our love would nOT BRING TO THIS LIFE WHAT OUR HEARTS LOOKED ARGENTLY FOR ,, I WAS BELIEVING OUR LOVE WILL LEAVE TEARs On our eyes and crying for moOn would be HelpLesS .. I didnt believe you .. Yeah I didnt believe your love Thats what saved my heart , yeah thats what made me save myself from say Love Words ,,, I SAVED MYSLELF WELL AT ONCE ,, I WAS READY WELL FOR the momment OF say GOOD BYE to CoME ,, your LOVE WORDS WERE a nightmare visited OUR visions for MANY Nights and Months ,, its was SO kindly to wake up EARLY AND TO FIND OURSELVES SEPARTED BY EARTHY DISTANCE which circled us ,, I CANT BE YOURS AS YOU CANT BE MINE THATS OUR FATE ! I accepeted ALL THAT as you recently did ,, i cant say i was mistake in your life but i can say i mistaked when i believed that you may be can be my ONE ,,, this momment came ,, GOOD BYE FROM MY LIFE FOREVER ,, GOOD BY IM GOOD ,, IM JUST AS I WAS THe GIRL who WOULD NOT FALL HELPLESSLY ,,,, IM the ONE WHO WOULD ALWAYS BE SURVISED !! YEAH , IM THE ONE WHO WOULD NOT FALL DOWN FOR EARTHLY STUPIDNESS !! IM GOOD Yeah IM WELL ,, you are just blank in my past ,, , SORRY YOU CANT BE MY ONE !! GOOD BYE FOREVER,, YEAH IM GOOD !! ...

My Kingdom

Im not a girl not yet a woman ,,, im still in between ,, i still cant be the girl nor the woman ,, im still searching your visage in my dark space .. My darkness is not a fate but its a choice ... Hmm ,,, Yeaht I still imperison in my darkness searching for that spot light which can take me out of all that .. Im still searching for my myth love which i ever dream to have ,,, im still searching for my myth love which i ever readed it in orintal myths and western novels, that love which i ever write about at my daily booknotes and my sleepy peoms... im still searching for my hero who i ever painted his forehead among my books' lines and i ever gathered every star in my sky to figure out his eyes... Im still dreaming about you to give me a hand to get me out of all that disorder... Im waiting yet for love which gonna arrange my themes and my unclear visions of love.... Hmmm,,, Im in middle yet i can't be what im nor what i must to be .. My wings still weak i still cant fly nor land on a spot .. My speace still unclear and all doors are blocked in my ways... I still waiting for super power for survice or for rest at the other world .. I lost my keys in ocean of visions .. I lost my wings i cant fly anymore .. I still forword at to be send to give me a hand in builing my special world and to color my dark kingdom... I still that stupid girl who believe in love as i figured it out in my small innocene mind... I was mistaked when i thought that child is matured inside me,, i was mistaked when i thought i've got ride of that fresh child inside me.. Im still childish,, im in between im not a girl not yet a woman . Yeah im in middle... I still search for some thing to make my space beautiful.. I still waiting for you to enter my windows to break up my chains. Im what i was, i still sink in blood sea waiting for life boat... Hmmm,,, Yeah i need you to make my world .. I need for that magic of love.......

Oh, Yes For Love

As childs run on green fields ,,, we run and run so fast ,,, both of us collected a bunch of colorful flowers to beauty our necks with necklace we made to both of us ..... I'v put my small hand in yours one to run with you and run so fast ,,, till our breathes cut and droped our bodies on grass to get rest ,,, hiding under a tree's shadow in middle the forest ,,, sun falling its ray on tree above us ,,, Brids resting on trees and bushes ,,, sun rising on green fields ,,, blue and pure sky watching the beauty of nature around us ,,, butterflies dancing on flowers ,,, our hearts are dacing in our ribes ,,, pairs of birds, flowers ,,, trees ,,, green grass ,,, beauty nature and weather all are sining , dancing and enjoying on music of our hearts... angels are praying and watching both of us ..... As a couple of childs Roling on wet grass ,,, roling and roling to mature on wet grass and get wet ,,, all of sudden ,,, woke up both of us ,,, our eyes is opened to see ourself not kids ,,, both of us are ready to test new world of love ,,, every part of ours dancing, singing, crying and asking us to get close to touch secrets of love, to test sweetness of life .... Our eyes got up to see we are not kids,, Is that love which mature us or love woke up childhood inside us ,,, we run as kids and we pass towenty six ,,, were us kids and we are twenty six or we were adults and love return us into kids? wake up, wake up, yes wake up , oh yes, wake up ,,, that is love ,, lets never waste it ,,, lets all celeberat for love, love, yes love , Oh yes For LOVE ....

Real Love

Real love survives,,, it gives bright to eyes,,, it gives warm to heart. real love dismiss all scare!,,, dismiss all uncare....
Real love is so nice,,, it gives meaning to life,,, it gives nice to nice... where love is found, there is God to bless ... Where love is born ,there is an angel smile, Love always deal with rose, music and good words.. I love you is so musician word, even lips hugs each other to mention this word... love deals with passions and eyes and control all senses... when words go away,,, language of eyes play,,, every thing shut up and music of heart is paly.. So, do you think that love can die? Nope, love is found to live,,, Real love sack all scare,,, Real love sack all unfair... Real love survives,,, it gives magic colors to life,,, it gives pair of wings for fly... Love can not be buy or sell,, love is free for all, it gives and never ask for pay...
If you try love, you will know about what i already said.

Love At Teen Age!

..... When she was younger. Maria was used to write her daily life's events day by day, but nowdays the rush of life and busy days, she did not get time to do that anymore. while she was searching in her things, she found her daily notebook. she caught it and started paging it and smiling. her sight droped on a note was written in red ink, It was her craziness at a few years late.. Hehe, it was teenger's green vesion and rushness. She had written there i will never stop loving you Aby, name of her and Aby with broken heart , Maria and Aby love forever . What a crazy i was! She though, she conituned thinking, all that is already a past, nowdays, even i can not remeber anything of him nor the colors of his eyes too ! Always we think that after we lost our lover it would be the end of life on this earth! we let this nagative notions imprison ourselves but something in our side call us to keep on life and not give up of live, we crys for days and keep think in that love to realise later that it was just mirage and it was not a true love, it was just a craziness, we laught and we keep laught on that later when we remeber those days, as i already did. Maria was thinking and trying to remeber anything of Aby, and she started wondering, is he married? Has babies? Is he got nice wife or a wife who cut his bearths. Hehe or he still can not forget me, Hehe. Maria, Maria , a sound was calling her, she really like that sound, its john's lovely voice, her sweartheart and her amazing husband. nowdays she is living a happy love life with John and their son luka, nine months old, sometime they agrue but later they laught and luaght.. Mmm, John? Did you prepared luka's milk bottle? you know,today is sunday and we have to attend your friend's marrege party.. oh yeah, how i forget that? John replied..and added so you most get ready to company me this time, okay sweetie ?. Yeah honey, Im so intersting to attend this party, i realy do like to see that couple, i listened that they were in love since they were kids.. Yeah yeah, all friends are wondering how they met again and they in love yet. He replied.. Hehe no matter sweetheart me and you were not know each other just after we met five years ago at market and there started our big love story, do you rember? Maria said to John with cute smile, her eyes were shining when she was looking at John's eyes. John hugged her and added yeah, sure i do remeber and our love will be so for ever. A sound came from next room, this time , it was luka's crying, both of them rushed into him....
Its 9:25 , both of John and Maria were ready to join party. They enjoyed and had fun there, suddenly Maria saw nice couple laughting and having fun on next table. Oh!, she shocked, is that Aby? She wondered. Oh he looked happy with his wife or may be she was his girlfriend. Meeting Aby remind her of her craziness again when she was teenger. Aby now is just a past , its just a man as other men around her, nothing special, John and Luka are everything in her life, she was thinking...
After party is finished. Maria and John reached home at midnight after spending good time at party.They were very tired, John slept deeply while Maria was watching him and smiling, he is her amazing babe, she droped a warm kiss on his check and huggend him and she slept.

Mama

..... Sun gives light and heat,,, moon and stars less the darkness of nights. Right? flowers beauty gardens and fields,,, everyone need a warm hug and a tinder words. Right? Mama, you gives me all that a twice! Mama, you are so nice. can i tell you i like you so much? Mama, im so tired today, i need you to be by my side,,, give me your caring advice... Mama, mama, i need you so much !! I wanna cry between you arms, hug me so tight,,, im so tired, Why tears like my eyes??! why life is so hard ??!
Oh mama, thanks for your warm hug, how a kind you are ! your hug is so warm, i'm okey now, my burden is gone... Please, don't worry mama, im a big girl nowdays, why do you always think of me as a child? When winter sit in at my year! When tears clean my eyes! When i feel so weak, you always who weep my tears, you always who give me power to get up again,, you give to my eyes light,, you guide me to right way,, you give to my life warm... Mama, you know? i always afraid darkness?? It always remind me of my weakness. why when i fall behind sadness's bars, i see tears in your eyes? why you always like to see me smile?
You know mama, something changed my life? someone got in my life? Mama, don't worry anymore, im not a little girl anymore, already im in love with someone seems so nice, may be he will weep my tears, may be he will hug me so tight... Don't worry mama, everything will go all right.. Hush mama now, just hug me so tight, i wish to rest between your arms! I love you so much ...

So, Are You Ready?

.... I wanna a big love, i wanna a man to stand by him forever, baby ... my heart wanna nobody but you only, I wanna you to be my man, is it that crazy?
i wanna spend all my time and the rest of my life side by side with you baby, i wanna be with you only, can i be your girl ? reply me now, baby...
Oh baby, don't mind, don't be fussy, don't ask this and that as a crazy, stop wondering, love is so blind as well as its so crazy. Stop this, stop that, you are in love,come on, baby...
Open your eyes, shut up them, shake your hands up and down, move your lips and scream so crazily " i love you ,,,," , wake up, you are in love with me, come on, baby...
walk miles along the day, take a rest or run as a crazy, you are in love, come on, baby... Wherever you go, wherever you run, hahah, i will be there, as your bodygaurd, baby ...
Whenever you wake up or you fall a sleep, even in your dreams, im there, you won't get free of my love, baby...
Hey hey,, stop laughting like that, i can see tears knock your eyes, I can feel your heart beats so fast just for me only...
Hey hey, don't afraid, don't hesitate, remember, love is for big men not for halves. remeber,that in love, you must be as crazy...
hey hey, stop looking at me like that, your eyes eariler told mines what you could not say it by words, baby... Take ur eyes off of mine, they do not wanna to give up from mine. Oh, come on,,,,, so would you be my man, baby? Hey hey, leave every thing now, and get ready, love is a big war,so, are you ready? I love you so much baby...

Short Story .. Untitled ..

.... On 20th Dec/1990. At winter cold days ... She woke up on an alarm tune. She looked at o'clock, It was 7:05 am. She rose up from her bed hardly, her sight droped on the mirror was in her room, she walked toward it .. She gazed at the mirror , she was with bronze silky face , brown eyes with full lips.. she saw in mirror another woman . It's me? asking herself.. She didnt believe what she saw,,she looks older now . Even she was around 35 years old but her eyes were having same brightness and shine which she ever have.. "Oh God "! she cried in anger while she was looking at the lines under her eyes which are signs of getting old. she wished to back younger again, She tried to pull out these lines, but thats life phases, child, teenger, adult then old, at last kissing the death .. Suddenly she heared a sound comes from neighborhood. She rushed toward the window to see whats going around. She pulled the curtains, sun fall its bright rays through her room's window. She didnt believe what she was seeing.. Her heart started beating so fast and she felt a pain in her stomach. it was same man who she saw three days ago.. She watched him as she was watching a painting , she watched him till he disapeared ..her room's door is opened, "morning mama ".. She greeted her mama.. Darlin huged her daughter and droped a light and soft kiss on her face , she looked at Elina , its already a big girl. Its 9 years old. It was a live copy of her papa. Days passed so fast and soft, she thinked ,seconds of silent passed away, she remembered her husband , He was her 1st and only love .. They were so happy .. She remebered 1st meeting , 1st time they confessed their love , 1st hug , 1st kiss... She remembered the way which her heart was beating when they were meeting and a pain in her stomach, she remembered how much they were happy when she was pregrant in Elina .again her room door is knocked . It was the servant she added "someone is knocking the door , he is asking about you madam".. "Okay , i will be there within 5 mins.". she replied. She went down stairs .. "Oh , its He.. What is he doing here on my door step ? What he is asking for ?", She wondered.. she was about to step fast toward him but she controled herself.. "Morning".. said greating her." Morning".. she replied him." Is that mr. Adam department?" . He asked.. "no and added Mr. Adam is the next door to the left". She replied. "Oh, sorry. I missed adress.. Thanks for helping..he said.. Thats ok, she replied . Im Sam , the new rinter and your new nieghbor so soon. Me darlin , nice to meet you .. Nice to meet he replied with warm smile. Good bye .. Good bye...She watched him till he disapeared at Mr. Adam home.. She got in her home to have breakfast with her daughter. At 7:30 she left home to driving her car as everyday with Elina to drive her at school . She was driving while her past was playing at her mind as a tape of events before her eyes. She remebered the accidant which took her husband away from her and Elina , her tears blust on her checks. She remembered that hard time as its live now.. She didnt meet any man after her late husband . She was wondering whats wating her? Is she in love with the new rinter? She was scaring what its life hiding to her.. Mama we reached school. Elina said with a cute smile. She looked at her daughter. She hugged her so tightly, She kissed her.. She thanked God for giving Elina to her. Elina gave her strong again. She thought that she must be strong. She must never give up and never feel down . She must straggling for Elina, she must do her best . Car is stoped near school's door. Elina got out the car ,, Bye mama .. Bye darling , Love you ... Darlin drived in her way to her office ... She was ready to face what are waiting her ! She did't know what life hiding to her but she was sure that she will do impossible for Elina. She stoped her car ,then, she walked to her office with her usual smile ...

When I Hug You

Nothing is impossible when im with you , Nothing is matter baby just being with you ,,, No time , No place , No one just you & me ... Yesterday has gone and its early to mention tomorrow , No matter baby im with you now ! take my eyes , take my heart , take my life and give a hug ,,, when i hug you , snow melt , floods blust , earth stop moving around sun and my heart turns from left to right ! When i hug you , sun shines after a long dark night to fill my heart with hope tune again and again after centuries of sarrow !
When i hug you , spring sit in after a long scary winter , trees clothe with green , flowers rise up to beauty every inch in the earth readiness for celebrating with merry music ! When i hug you , i put off all masks , i get free from all chains and obstacls which suffocate me and imprison me ... When i hug you , the soul returns to my body and the blood flow up into my veins ...
When i hug you , my eyes hugs yours ones to sink in yours deeply , my face kisses yours one softly and my hands search your ones to believe that you are mine, because when im with you, i born in love with you again, i feel myself as a baby between your arms , i search myself in you, i search peace, love and saftey in you to rest forever ... When i hug , the space between reality and fancy disapear and touching the stars turns simply into truth .. Everything is possible when you are by my side .. Thanks God, thanks sky , thanks earth,Thanks LOVE ... Oh baby let me thank you for being my SOUL TWIN in love
"I LOVE YOU"

Thanks My Glasses

Easy Comes , Easy Gose!
Yeah, how easily my heart is became yours but how impossible is to get it back! Every infection has an injection, Every start has an End, people bron, people die, some simle, some cry, some watch moon at night and some fly to visit it , Then , why your love entered my heart and touched my soul and my mind so badly as awhole but it did not get enought of me , may be just after my heart dose not beating anymore ! Im a TIRED , Just a minute. im searching for sleep to close my eyes and to give my body a rest for a while, but i can not get it, where are you my goods friends or in other word where are you sleep tablets? Oh, thanks sleep tablets, you can a little bit help ,, I addicated you and i hope that you won't get bored in my body and you would keep work ... my Eyes are crying damnly without stop! Just a minute. Please, Give me a tissue paper, i wanna weep my tears drops on My GLASSES. Sorry my GLASSES you must help too, you must be patience on my eyes' flood , Its LOVE SICK ! Thanks my GLASSES, i would mention that in my daily notebook! Let me check my memory, is it still work? let me check out what i learnt in school, one plus one is two, earth moves in circle movemment aroud sun, water boils at 100 C and human being breathe oxygen . all of Mathematic, medicine and sciences have basics and theories but why love got out of normal? Why dose love related with craziness not with a logical thoery? Why i didnt pass love exims at love school ? why at 1st lessen i got DISMISS ? Why i droped in one side love trap? Please medicine , could you help? Pull out my heart and give me new one ? Earse him in my brain center and let me have a rest !. Please life, don't mind , if i asked you to stop this shit ! Why did love touch me so badly and did tease me so badly ? Please life give me an adimt to get wings to fly to another planet ! To search other home , may be i will get a REST !

Crazy visions

I've compossed an amazing music ,, would u like to share me playing it ?
I've created a new game ,, would u like to share me playing it ?...
Joine me to painting the seas , the mountains and trees ,come with me to dance upon rains drops !
Wait ,, Wait ,, i've gotten a crazy notion ,, would you follow me ? I feel like to fall myself into a sea ! What are you thinking ? Are you thinking same with me , Do you like to DIE with me today ?
Wait ,,, Wait ,,, i've remembered that you've promised to me to take me with you to visit the moon togather tonight. and you've promised to me to watch the moon togather untill it set ...
Hey, do you think same with me ? Im thinking to creat a special year for us , we sew it as we wish , we add and delete in it. We don't make any space between light and dark and between day and night and we add fifth season to it. Woul you like to share me this year ? ...
This evening , would you join me? i want to dance under moon light ...
Listen to me.. I want to live with you the rest of my life .. Dont leave me in the winter cause i afraid winds movment and rains drops which falling on my home's windows.. Don't forget that you've promised to me to build our small house on beach in a place where nobody can reach it and where birds sings on our home's windows at 1st sun ray falling.
Don't forget to tell me stories in which their heros and heriones have changed into stars to watch love cities from evils while , you tell me stories while me sets around heater to sew a sweater made of trees leaves for you .
Be ready my love, this night we'll go to collect stars to make rings and neckles to decorate and adorn the land of love , angels and rain ...

Hopes of meet.

Uh huh, listen to me .. I never stop hope of meet you again and again.. Listen to me, to God I'm praying without stop to make our meeting soon as soon as possible. and Pretty more than a pair of geese dancing at a lake at dark night while moon light falling and playing on the peacy lake .. I'm waiting for you still , my heart dancing for you in my rib still... My eyes searching on yours ones still .. Never think that my love which i use all my heart to it is gone when you 'v gone... Don't think that my eyes forget ur face even for a while not .. Don't believe that my heart to another man beated once ! Don't mind if i tell you that i never live for myself but i live for you my sweetheart day by day .. Don't think that my heart beats to live anymore but its still battling and beating in hope to meet you one day .. Don't mind if i tell you that my soul separated from my body when you've gone ... Yeah my love, time runs .. Days go .. But don't believe your love in my heart stops but it's getting wild and deep more and more day by day ... Your scent on my breaths as it was still ... Your whispers as music at my ears play every moment still ... Don't mind if i tell you that i kiss your picture a thousand thousands times ... Don't mind if i tell you that in dreams' world i sink with you every day... My love, don't think that its late to back to my hugs one day... Don't think that time is gone ... My heart for you is home .. I'm waiting for our meet till my day come .. Im pretty waiting for this magic day... i love you

Whats Wrong?

Once he said to her : you are my heroine , you are my love , you are my life that's why I like my life , that's why im a live ,bla bla bla .. Once he said to her : you are my baby Don't cry babe , your tear is very predicate for me .. Don't be sadRelax, Relax, you are with me and im with you .. Me and you can make impossible possible .. We can do kick earth by one knock .. Don't afraid im beside you. Be hopeful ,, im your hero .. I'm your hero .. These words captured girl's head but something was hurting ,, something was hard life ... Something was he and she were on devil earthboth of they were angels and kids .. Both of they were guided by what's we name it pure love ! She was a girl ! But with kid heart ,, she was a girl ... Hey Girl, scream ! but don't feel sad ... That is life .. That is lifeA sound was crying at her ear and saying you are my heroine , you are my love ! She cried where are you ? I'm lonely and sad ! Why are you leaved me down that's way ? Why aren't you listening my heart's crying ?He was also lonely and sad ! His heart was crying but his head was trapped by cunning of the life .. That is life , that is life .. One heart is broken into tow parts..Once she said to him .. I'm not belonging to your world .. My soul is captured by angels world .. My soul wants to stable in her true place .. I'm not belonging to your earth .. I'm just a girl with kid heart no more no less .. She said these words but her heart was crying " I WANT TO BEAT AND BEAT, im ALIVE ..She got use to fly to dreams' world .. She got use to live that's way but something was hurting her .. Life is hard ! Life is hard ! .. Don't cry .. My heart you are strong ,, keep on , keep on .. That is life , that is lifeOnce she asked God .. Give me strong to go on .. Don't leave me God i need you to stand by me .. I need you to face that bloody earthWake up girl ,, dont mind at all .. That was a nightmare ..

God is Love

God.. ..

Love.....

People... .

Happiness....

Material WorldGod is Love , creator of People and every thing and life giver .... Love is the core of Life ,Love is Life nor a part of Life .... Here People are search for God , Love and Happiness. Some Believe in martial world to get Happiness But The True People Believe in True happiness which itGive priority to God , Trust Him , Love Him and Be close to Him . Love and Love , don't hate...Always Smile.... Give a lot

When i need you

How much i need you now !
How much I need you here in my arms ,, i need to listen your warm whispers at my ears I LOVE YOU ...
My God , he had gone away form me , so, why i miss him like that !
My God , why i need him more than my own heart and more than my own life ...
My God why my heart starts a huge war of beating for only him ?!
My God why only for him my eyes crying and my lips only for him smile ?..
My God im in a mess and babel .. Why im acting as a blind and as a little girl ? Why im not stoping love him anymore ?.
I lost my hope in living a myth love ... when I lost his love , I lost my dreams which captive my little emagitive mind which is what i was only have ... when I lost his love , I lost my own heart which was a fresh as a little baby already bron.
My God ,Tell me, please .. What's life without love and What am i without him ? He is alephabate for my words , he is passions for my peoms and He is music for my melodies ...
To be with him or not to be on this earth anymore .. When he had gone, my lips missed to simle ! When he left me down, my poems missed to passions , my eyes missed to stop crying , my heart missed to feel in warm and my life became more sad than watching a little baby crying ...
Hey my love, to lose my eyes is not harm but to don't see you is harm ... Hey my love, to lose my life is not harm but to lose you in my life is the harm ... Oh my love back to my life im dying .. Back to my arms im crying ...